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Friday, 7 May 2010 ![]() "Don't let people make you fall down." For the past 3 weeks, a lot of things have happened to me. Breakdowns, sarcasms and people start to avoid me. I keep it to myself. Don't you know how much it's hurt when someone that talk to you nicely today and suddenly, changed completely the next day? I'm sorry but I'm going to mention the names starting today and onward. Aina, deep inside of you, I know there's a kind and sweet girl as all of us has this personality but please stop messing with my life! Out of sudden, Tini, Haifa, Yana and Izza stopped talking to me. Don't you know how much it's hurt, not knowing what the main reason they stopped talking to me. Sorry girl but I'll never apologize to you. Your behaviours are getting worst! I don't want to list of them because for now, you got a lot of bad things which is the main reason I People, I know I'm not as beautiful as her but appearance does not mean that you can judge the book by its cover. People keep asking me why I hate her so much. To be honest, I sick of her. Everything she did annoys me. Plus, the one thing that I can't forgive her is cheating in exam. Now, it feels like my tears are just waiting to burst out. This heavy feeling in my chest hurts me so much and I can't endure it a little bit longer. Farah used to say "People dislike you because you're awesome and amazing. People are merely jealous of you. Just keep cool and be yourself.". Sweetie, thank for your amazing advice. Our first phone call in three months is the best. I miss you sweetheart. Comeback to Kedah as soon as possible. In conclusion, K-Own, please endure this as long as you can. There are way more people that love you like HIM, Syadza, Elina, Eton and your friends. Remember, Ee Ling always stick with you no matter what happen. Do not burst into tears and stay strong. One day, when you look back into this post, you'll realized that you're a strong and amazing girl. |
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