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Hello. An engineer in making. An amateur writer that dreams to publish a book someday. A fifteen years old teenager. Life is like a roller coaster, you've got to enjoy it. I write what I want here and it's up to you whether to judge it or not.  Readers
CHATBOX
Mental Breakdown.
20:52
Monday, 25 June 2012

To be honest, I'm on a mental breakdown right now. Mental breakdown from boys, homework, exam results, trial and even PMR.

I told Ee Ling about the break up thing and then she asked me 'Why are you so happy?'. To be honest, I'm really confused. Confused of my own feelings. Obviously, laughing and smiling are happy expressions but I don't know now.

I can't sigh. This is what I have to go through no matter what happen. Now, I realized that I should start focusing on my studies. Mom did said something that awaken me. I can see in her eyes that she was slightly disappointed with me.

She said she's really envious with the parents who their children got 8As and it really strike me that I've been playing around, fooling and eventually break my mom's feelings. She said to me that she never thought I would changed when I enter secondary school and I've been a lazy girl since I got into Form 2.

In the past three years, the best result that I got was when I was in form 1. Getting a place in the top 10 in Sultanah Asma School is like a big shock. Probably I was too confident and now, I have to take the consequences.

I will stop playing around and there will no more boys in my life. One is already enough and he's gone so, I can focus to make my mom proud.

Mom, I promised you, you'll see my name in the top 10 in this upcoming trial.

Till then, Goodbye.
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